It’s a Start
A couple of weeks ago I turned 40… I am scared of the fact I am one year closer to death. I don’t want to die. I am not scared of going to hell or anything religious, I am an Atheist. I am scared of. The nothing. I know I will be dead and I will not notice or feel anything. But that’s the whole point. The Nothing. Not existing. Not doing anything for the rest of eternity. This seriously freaks me out. So scientists, hurry the fuck up and make us immortal already!
The next best thing to do is to try and immortalise myself in another medium. I have chosen blogging. I was thinking maybe moto vlogging, but I am too shy and lazy to spend my life doing that and besides I don’t ride enough to justify a vlog. I also don’t like the sound of my own voice.
So here I am, behind a keyboard. Writing my thoughts down. Fair enough my words won’t affect the world in a big way or in any way. But if it could help anybody, in a real way. I will be happy with that.
So what do I want to do with this blog?
I want to share my experiences as much as possible: Likes. Fears. Reviews. Maybe write short stories. Whatever is in my head that I need to release. You may not like what I write sometimes and that’s okay. As long as you realise I am not out to get anybody or hurt them. These writings will be just me, my opinions. Of myself and maybe sometimes what I think about the world that myself and you live in.
Okay, so writer’s block is already settling in. So I’ll leave it there. Until the next.
i relate to this already , please carry on